It's a go just went to a "NO GO"

Ugg. Operation find out how much money the big fancy art school is going to cost me was a total BUST! I'm not going. I have no hope of going but for one year, and No matter what the Freak's mom says I am NOT going just for senior year! NO NO NO NO NO! *Stomps foot on the ground* I'm not getting my way on this and for once I DON'T care! I have something bigger planned! MUWHAHAHAH!!! They can say, "You have no hope of making it into Cambridge" but I AM SO GOING! If God truely wants me too(which finding out about it was sooo a miracle, I think he does) Then He'll help me make it. MUWHAHAHA!!! *I'm getting overly excited about this.* I'm going to be the different kid in this situation. I'm going to be the one who makes her dreams come true, because there is this white-hot, BURNING...Scratch that it's a white-hot RAIGING forest fire that burns deep down into my soul that is slowly making me go insane!!!!!!!! ***not saying that i was totally 100% sane in the first place***

I'm going to be a good little author and compose some magical words onto this computer screen that some of you will only get to read when I publish it, because I have offically taken it down so I have high hopes of publishing it one day.


MUWHAHAHA!!!!!

Ranezea♥♥♥♪♪♪♪ LALALAL!!!