Thursday, April 30, 2009


My apologies for a long time, no post, but seeing as life is practically a Living Hell over here, I'm trying to stay myself.
First off I need to inform some of you that Bryce was a No-go project.
(to bittersweet, the guy mentioned in the last post, his name is Bryce)
it was such a no-go actually, that i kinda hate his guts at the moment, even though it's not going to matter much, because it doesn't seem as if he cares about me anymore, but I'm working on moving on and forgetting him.
It's been 11 days since he arrived home, and already i wish he would leave.

My half-brother was born on Saturday, April 25, 2009 at 5:50 p.m. His name is Jonah Matthew, and he's such a doll baby! He's got these silvery, deep blue eyes, and he just eats, sleeps, poops, and cries when he's hungry. He's really cute though. I've got some pictures, just not the time to post them. Maybe next time, whenever next time is.

I've started my own little dictionary, and I love words with meaning that you don't here people say in converstaions unless they are highly sophisticated. If you have any, I'll only need the word. The fun part is looking up the definition. . . hmm, it's funny, the things I do to ward off depression. Consider the paragraph You have just skimmed, read, completely broke down. YUP, i'm depressed. and fighting it.

Well, It's been a great 5 minutes or so, and just to let you know, even though i dont post, I do look at your blogs, and sometimes post a comment! SimplyShy, I recieve e-mails when you post a post, so no worries! I'm reading yours too.

Signed & Laced with Dreams,

Monday, April 13, 2009


Hmmm, nothing done, nothing to do...I've become lost within Reality, and I'm ready to leave it all behind for him.

6 days!

Signed&Laced with Dreams,

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Hey, guys, check this out!

So, i found a really deep person on here. She's actually a new person, but sitll, I love her writing. She's not writing, like, a story or anything, but more over as...well, why don't you just see for youself. She seems really good at what she's doing! (!!!!)

Signed & Laced with Dreams,